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Pyres & Pillars

by Gabriel Soriano & Friends

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1.
Verse 1 I’ve got a big black book with your name at the top And I’m gonna go right down that list, yeah I just ain’t gonna stop Until I cross every letter, every line, every dot Off of every single page… I’ve got a bone to pick and it’s pointed at you Yeah I’ma poke a hole for every promise never came true I found a soft patch of dirt darling, now I’m almost through… Chorus 1 Now I’ve seen it all, and I couldn’t change a single thing about this, I tried… And through it all, you still retained a sense of self composure, practical poise, and grace… Verse 2 I’m the big bad wolf, come to blow down your house But instead I think I’d rather come and throw down your blouse You and me could make a mess out of your stepfather’s couch… Then I’ll just waltz out the front door clutching your heart I put it all on black in Reno, it’s a hell of a start I paid my dues, sang some blues, at least I can say I played my part… Chorus 2 Now I’ve seen it all, and I couldn’t change a single thing about this, I tried… And through it all, you still retained a sense of self composure, practical poise, and grace… You sure made sure that every single speck of what once was is no more And now you’re pure, but I shed my skin and found an anchor tethered to your cold shore… Outro I said a little brother wanna talk a lot about a gecko, calling out for sandwiches that got no mayo, a little brother wanna talk a lot about a gecko… I said a little brother wanna talk a lot about a gecko, calling out for sandwiches that got no mayo, a little brother wanna talk a lot about a gecko… How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself? How am I not myself?
2.
Apple A Day 03:57
Verse 1 I fell asleep inside a big black seashell, when I woke up I was inside of you You smell just like a piece of pumpkin pie in the middle of June Still finding broken glass atop my carpet, tickle my toes until it cuts the skin You’re shaking like a black flame flickering in the wind Chorus Wide awake when you sleep, and the silence is so deafening And my mind’s on repeat, when the night starts surrounding Hit the deck, kill the lights, see the dawn Lord willing and the creek don’t rise Cheap kicks on the side, before the night starts surrounding, before the night starts surrounding, before the night starts surrounding me Verse 2 I picked the soil ’til I found big rocks girl, nothin’ but pebbles ‘neath your majesty You taste just like a rain drop in a big old sea Still on a sinking sail boat, drop anchor Dragging the floor until it cuts the skin I wanna eat your apple and taste your sin Chorus Wide awake when you sleep, and the silence is so deafening And my mind’s on repeat when the night starts surrounding Hit the deck, kill the lights, see the dawn Lord willing and the creek don’t rise Cheap kicks on the side, before the night starts surrounding, before the night starts surrounding, before the night starts surrounding me
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Caterpillar 03:20
Verse 1 I caught a little butterfly today, I clipped her so she couldn’t fly away, I got her in a jar up on display, you wanna touch well you gotta pay Chorus And I don’t mind, coz there’s enough to go around And I don’t mind, there’s plenty more to be found Verse 2 I crushed a caterpillar with my teeth, I trapped a spider in between the sheets I drowned a beetle in the kitchen sink, I taught a broken cricket how to speak Chorus And I don’t mind, coz there’s enough to go around And I don’t mind, there’s plenty more to be found Bridge You’re a crooked little kitten sitting cozy with the wrong kind of crowd And I’m a straight shooting stuff strutting silhouette shaping the sound Chorus And I don’t mind, coz there’s enough to go around And I don’t mind, there’s plenty more to be found There’s plenty more, there’s plenty more, there’s plenty more…
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Verse 1 Mmmmm, you little devil, admire the mess you’ve made The vultures and vermin venture forth and feast for days Ohhh yeah they’re picking my bones clean Mixed with the dust as I splinter and rust and stumble through my dreams Chorus 1 Love, come hither, wade these waters with me Whatever’s meant to be will be, so let’s fetch a fire and see These jagged nights, beckon my blood, echoing your siren song And maybe I’m destined to become the phantom inside Your old life Verse 2 Oooohhhh, they chomp and chew and they cackle like crows in the fire Sever the silver strings and leave me in the pyre Ohhh darling, can’t you carry me back home And may that detritus that dances inside us leave well enough alone Chorus 2 Love, come hither, wade these waters with me Whatever’s meant to be will be, so let’s fetch a fire and see These jagged nights, beckon my blood, echoing your siren song And maybe I’m destined to become the phantom inside Your life
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Landlubber 03:50
Verse 1 I left my wife and children laying in their graves That sickness come and took ‘em, left me here to stay And so I sail this wretched sea, my empty soul my company There’s water, water everywhere and I’ve had too much to drink Verse 2 Our captain slumbered at the wheel, ran our ship ashore We pillaged her from stern to bow, stripped her to the core And as her ashes danced away, a siren song began to play That old ghost of a melody that haunts me to this day Verse 3 Now everything’s grown gray and cold Salt cracked lips and fish-hook toes Tattered rags and tourniquets adorn my aching bones Chorus 1 Curse this brittle skin, this bitter flesh I’m in Curse this flowing blood Settled dust and sin is all that lies within every shallow breath Verse 4 I staggered and I stumbled through that crooked land To make my my name and stake my claim, start over again But every rotten seed I sowed fell apart from head to toe I crumbled and I quivered as I cursed the ground below Chorus 2 On that endless sea there ain’t no room for me There’s plenty room for you So chase that setting sun, the deeds ain’t ever done The days ain’t ever through Verse 5 They found me barely sleeping on that rocky shore They shackled me with all the rest and chained me to an oar And now I row row row this boat, cursed by what keeps me afloat I count the days until the water rises to my throat
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Verse 1 I got a red red rocket keeping me up all night I got a bitch of a ticking clock fixed up, let’s take flight I got a big black gun taped to a hot flash light Yeah I’m gonna fix any fucker falls into my sights Chorus 1 I feel it slipping far away, any grip on sanity Like the ghosts of yesterday Oooohh I can feel it in my skin, something’s bubblin’… Better let it breathe! Verse 2 I got a little bit of light left in me, gotta keep it all locked up tight Gotta find a wet wick to match, yeah, and let the flame burn bright I gotta pony up and play my cards, before my cards play me I got a sliver of a sight left to see… Chorus 2 I feel it slipping far away, any grip on sanity Like the ghosts of yesterday Oooohh I can feel it in my skin, something’s bubblin’… Better let it breathe! Outro Oooohh ripped apart so slow… All the tiny pieces start to grow Oooohh it’s a hell of a show When all the tiny pieces start to grow…
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Verse 1 All of you sinners around here are fat off fish from the lake What does a red white and blue blooded man gotta do for a goddamn steak? I don’t need the fixings, I don’t need the wine, I don’t need the fork or the knife Just give me the flesh and the rest I’ll collect from these bitches that roam in the night… Verse 2 My lieutenant said, “Boys, don’t stop ’til they’re dead!” and gladly we heeded the call We’re blessed and alive, fuck the rest let ‘em die, well we mustn’t be bothered at all Face out of fashion, I ate all my rations and left my gun in the rain Lost all my wages, a cough that’s contagious, my darling come back again Verse 3 My lover came home to the stench of cologne, and my body Bled out on the floor Needless to say, for the rest of her days That girl won’t come ‘round here anymore… Verse 4 Too weak to wander, so I sit and ponder just where my steps went astray Well I think it began with the blood on my hands, but every man’s got to be paid Small mouth to feed, black heart to bleed, my bitterness blossomed so slow Noose ‘round the throat, no use for a note, now let’s get this show on the road…
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Muffle 05:18
PART 1 (1 of 2) Chorus 1 The river dried up, no crops The river dried up, no crops, call the cops Verse 1 Your mother told you to pick the very best one and I ain’t it Lover came home with a shotgun, shined that fucker up with spit Chorus 2 The river dried up, no crops The river dried up, no crops, make it stop Verse 2 Ring around the rosie, baby it’s a doozy There’s an ocean in between us or just a jacuzzi, excuse me Chorus 3 The river dried up, no crops The river dried up, no crops, call the cops Verse 3 Too many bullets, not enough ghosts Too many nooses, not enough folks Chorus 4 The river dried up, no crops The river dried up, no crops The river dried up, no crops The river dried up, no crops, no crops, no crops PART 2 (2 of 2) Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, children of all ages, step inside and marvel at the surprises that await you! We’ve got bumbling buffoons, juggling baboons, and just two doubloons gets you inside! Martyrs on order are three for a quarter, and every man gets a few brides! So bring the whole family, there’s prizes galore and fried hippopotamus bones, boiled goose beak and rotten horse cheek, and bat’s blood and blueberry scones! There’s hopscotch and hacksaws and long legged dames, there’s whiskey and venom on ice, hot blooded harlots are six for a nickel and boy that’s a hell of a price! So trade in your skin and dance with the wind, shuffle your cards and muffle your sins, oh bless your heart, we’re about to begin…
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Spitshine 03:45
Instrumental / No Lyrics
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Verse 1 And after the ascension, I drifted endlessly through every fragment of space and time, coalescing with the cosmos, divine grace embracing every corner of my shadow, enraptured and enveloped by effervescent light, the holy thread of life unraveling before my weary eyes, my tethered soul released unto the echoed depths of memory, and each and every moment, a universe unto itself, the infinite and unconditional love of the goddess, forever flowing like galactic rivers, resurrecting the broken vessels of flesh and bone, our ghosts a glimpse of grace, an unfolding karma that carries our brittle light back unto the sky Chorus 1 Cut and cauterized, the festered wounds are bleeding through Barely blinking eyes still stare A glimpse of paradise, battered, broken, buried, and betrayed Be still, my heart Yippee kai yay mother fucker! Verse 2 So that we may shine, and burn before the blessed dawn, and with love, leap into the lunar fabric of creation, guided and gifted unto ourselves, the sacred roots of our souls forever nurtured and nourished, growing patiently, glowing like golden pillars of light, intertwined petals sprouted of the source, the stellar soil a-flood with seeds of skin and spirit, and every buried breath, born again of blood, a cherished drop of motion against the ever dancing decay, depthless faith and gratitude, abundant bosom to cradle my fear, able and willing to repair and replace me Chorus 2 The burning blinding light, bursting through the black and blue Behold the bleeding night in bloom A casket wrought of sky, a splintered star, blistered scars Forged upon the pyre, my pillar growing higher Thank god, thank god, thank god Yippee kai yay mother fucker!
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Verse 1 You stood collected, and I imperfected, outside of your wandering gaze Ablaze were the embers, the ashes all strewn ‘gainst the splintering dusk of the day… Our first born child is a ghost in the hall and her voice but a whisper decayed… Fraught with the flame, we both burned at the stake, left our bones to be carried away… Chorus 1 So fire at will, I can feed your denial, fester the pyres until, all the ashes trickle down to the gallows again Verse 2 You were the victor and I was the spoils of a war we had waged all our lives Rain fell’d the field as we counted the dead, cast the weak and bewildered aside March until dawn, let the sun soak our eyes, we’ll sing dirges and dig up the graves We’ll carve our names on the stone in the way between heaven and what we’ve betrayed Chorus 2 So fire at will, I can feed your denial, fester the pyres until, everything comes crashing down to the depths of your whimpering breath I can still hear the echo of your siren song whispering, ghost of a slow motion kill Fan the flames with phantom limbs wrought of my bones Outro Break the glass ceiling, breathe in the shards Show these poor souls what you’re capable of
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Verse 1 Belly burst, broken bones, blistered boil Fell asleep inside the soil Coalesce, cold caress, tethered soul I fell into an endless hole Chorus 1 Seeking solace on this ever turning tide I feel the phantom fingers crawling through the caverns in my mind I’m falling deep into the shadow of the sun Slow burning, breathe in all the ashes and become my light Verse 2 Barren flesh, shallow breath, flowing blood Born and bound unto the mud Crippled grip, fickle skin, hollow veins Purified inside the flame Chorus 2 Seeking sanctum on this ever burning bridge I feel my foothold crumble, slipping slowly, stumble through my sins I’m falling deep into the torn and tattered sky Cold yearning, symphony of silence left inside my heart Outro Brace for the impact, collusion of shadow and bone Frayed by the contact of those left bereft and alone Self-inflicted, stumbled and staggered from home Shot in the dark, swallow the spark And crawl through the cracks that are shown Oh my God! What have we done?! Buried the truth in the blood, cast out the light of the Son
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Dead Battery 03:54
Verse 1 I ate up your prescription, I swallowed all your lies And it feels like I’ve been fucked raw from inside out now No courtesy to calm down, it’s still burning me Chorus 1 I swear to God I’ll break you, take my revenge then take you Down that hole with me… I pray to God you’ll die there, suffer your last desire slipping away Into the sun you’ve chased… Fuck it! Verse 2 You woke up lifeless and afraid, you never were one to feed yourself anything Other than manufactured happily-ever-after, save yourself the shame… Chorus 2 I pray to God I’ll break you, take my revenge then take you Down that hole with me… I swear to God you’ll die there, suffer your last desire slipping away Into the sun you’ve chased… Outro Practically perfect in every way, embrace the abundance, stave off decay I’m just a business man, searching for a piece of pray Licking my lips, gripping your hips, seizing the day… What’s your bottom line? What’s your bottom line?! I’ll tell you mine… I’ll tell you mine! No one gets out alive!
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Verse 1 And I don’t know where I’ve gone, where you’ve been, where we’re going I’m running behind the sun, blinding us, just bury my bones Beneath your bed… I never stay asleep, waiting for the nothing to swallow me I never stay awake, fading everyday while I pray for something else To bloom inside of me Chorus 1 Stuck in between the lines we’ve drawn around ourselves Like scars unto our skin We fall asleep with open eyes, dreading every sunrise Can I believe? Verse 2 And maybe the melody that’s breaking me is breaking you too I’m craving the punishment that’s self-imposed and self-inflicted Ohhh, your residue remains, fading every slowly, flowing like a flood And I’m searching for your slow caress as I burn and break Inside this mess of mine Chorus 2 Stuck in between the lines we’ve drawn around ourselves Like scars unto our skin We fall asleep with open eyes, dreading every sunrise Can I believe anything again? Anything again? I don’t know Chorus 3 Stuck in between the lines we’ve drawn around ourselves Like scars unto our skin We fall asleep with open eyes, dreading every sunrise Can I believe anything again? Anything again? I don’t know
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Verse 1 A quiet whisper beckoning my bones And I’m already afraid, never been this far from home All I wanted was to keep a piece of you Now I’m choking on my words and everything I can’t undo Chorus 1 Cherish nothing, forged by flame and suffering Wrought of God, wrath of man, sealed my fate with sleight of hand Simmering solitude, nothing but particles passing through The emptiness we resurrect Verse 2 Perish in the pyres every passing night Embrace the flame, embrace the flame Blooming through the embers, pillars born of light Illuminate, Illuminate Chorus 2 Banished, hopeless, heartfelt empty promise Coalesce, the slow collapse, parallel future parallel past Twist of the tongue, turn of the key, the ghost in the dark sank its teeth into me ‘Til there was nothing left, yeah there was nothing left… There was nothing left, there was nothing left, there was nothing left… Yeah there was nothing left, there was nothing left, There was nothing, nothing, nothing… Chorus 3 Shimmering shadows, from the crest of the sun to the gallows Flesh and form, skin and bone, scattering ashes, casting stones Searching for solace, sifting the soil the seed and the corpus For fragments of faith, the ember embraced, a splinter of grace And there was nothing left… There was nothing left, there was nothing left, there was nothing left… Yeah there was nothing left, there was nothing left, There was nothing, nothing, nothing…
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Sumava 04:59
Instrumental / No Lyrics
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Ukulele Song 04:03
Verse 1 Foggy morning, sunny day, up the coast to South LA Crispy wine and retro shades, you know we’ll take it slow There’s a little place where we can go Where we’ll both walk hand in hand Shuffle toes across the sand, dancin’ to a local band You see, it’s you and me, and nowhere else I’d rather be Chorus 1 Coz I’ve been living, longing, listening for rhythm, Harmony, and everything in between So gimme some lovin', oh just gimme some lovin’ I never knew what I was missing, wishing, waiting, Hoping, praying for my day in the sun So gimme some sunshine, oh just gimme some sunshine I never needed nothin’ more than I need you Verse 2 Orange evening, purple night, diamond stars and satellites Crashing waves inside your eyes, believe in anything Let’s let go of everything Hold you close and share a kiss, poetry upon your lips Soft caressing fingertips, you know That you feel like home, so much more than flesh and bone Chorus 2 Coz I’ve been living, longing, listening for rhythm, Harmony, and everything in between So gimme some lovin', oh just gimme some lovin’ I never knew what I was missing, wishing, waiting, Hoping, praying for my day in the sun So gimme some sunshine, oh just gimme some sunshine I never needed nothin’ more than I need you
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Jacket 05:18
Intro Ohhhh child, you’ll come running You’ll come running When the Lord calls you home Verse 1 My first love was just like a jacket I wore through the winter, lost in the spring My next love, she caused such a racket I tried to forget her, but I still hear her sing The one after that was like fire to fallen leaves on the ground Set my flesh all ablaze Lord I’ve been blessed, there’s still one more yet I hang on the letter as she turns the page Chorus 1 Hellfire on high, build me a pillar as tall as the sky Our pyre’s run dry, we’ll fill her up before first light Verse 2 I watch as the seasons drift slowly together For worse or for better, from snowfall to mud Like seeds in the soil soaking up the sun Wait for the river to become the blood And fall through the sky, live our lives ‘til we die Reach for the soil, return to our home And blessed are we to become what we’ll be Shed the light, we might see through the flesh and the bone Chorus 2 (Instrumental) Verse 3 My old man was just like an anchor Clung to the floor while the current swept by His old man, he wasn’t much better Stomped like a storm in the still of the night And God bless my mother for sailing a shipwreck Treading the water ‘til we touched the shore And lost in the cold as tomorrow unfolds We’ll wait for daybreak, then we’ll brace for war Chorus 3 Hellfire on high, build me a pillar as tall as the sky Our pyre’s run dry, we’ll fill her up before first light Verse 4 Love are you listening? Coz my tongue’s still dripping Words in the water, phrases afraid And I know I’m different but something’s still missing I feel like I’m not quite asleep or awake And yes I’ve grown tired of beating a dead horse Feeding the chorus with verses cliché But love what’s the difference? I know you ain’t listening You’re doing much better without me these days Chorus 4 Hellfire on high, build me a pillar as tall as the sky Our pyre’s run dry, we’ll fill her up before first light
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Adrift 04:50
Verse 1 You wouldn’t believe me if I told you that you are true north And in my heart there’s a needle, it’s always pointed at you I’m following your light around this place, so give me grace Oh let me savor your sweet symphony… And I’ll try to remember to temper the darkness, The spark, and the longing for more… Verse 2 The current carries me away, another drop into the fray She’ll never release me, enraptured and culled by the edge of the ember Slowly surrender my soul… I’m bellowing the echo in my heart through the dark, fan the spark The breath that I breathe feeds the flame in your pyre, yeah And I’ll try to embrace every texture and taste As I chase every chance that I choose I’ll bring the fire, you bring the fuse Verse 3 I was alone, adrift in the void, drank from a well that ran dry And I tilled the fields of ash and remains Coughed up all my swallowed pride Verse 4 And I was the martyr and you were the muse And the world was a drop in our hands So take what you want and I’ll take what I can Verse 5 I could use a friend for the night I’m a foe to myself, front seat to the fight Let me crumble inside you and never see the light of day again Could you do that for me my friend?
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Verse 1 Baby sit next to me, coz I don’t wanna feel a distance in between us Wanna get a bite to eat while we’re sipping on this conversation? I ain’t got no agenda, and I don’t want nothing from you, no darling Maybe just a little bit of your time, I’ll give you all of my honey Chorus 1 You need a ride baby, so let me drive you home I just wanna tell you that I… I think you’re nice and I want you to meet my mom Let’s take our time baby, live in the light and leave our shadows behind us Darling, you need a ride baby, so let me drive you home Verse 2 Baby take a walk with me, coz I don’t wanna miss a single thing about you You can tell me everything, and I’ll return the favor Funny feeling deep inside, it’s like I’ve known you all my life Gimme just a little bit of your time, I promise not to waste it Chorus 2 You need a ride baby, so let me drive you home I just wanna tell you that I… I think you’re nice and I want you to meet my mom Let’s take our time baby, live in the light and leave our shadows behind us Darling, you need a ride baby, so let me drive you home Chorus 3 You need a ride baby, so let me drive you home I just wanna tell you that I… I think you’re nice and I want you to meet my mom Let’s take our time baby, live in the light and leave our shadows behind us Darling, you need a ride baby, so let me drive you home
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Verse 1 Feeling like a freight train falling, down a crooked track I’m crawling Simmer in my solitude Itching like a fix I’m seeking, down a crooked path I’m creeping Spent needle stuck in the groove And I try to get out of my senses, the hunger is endless now Haunted by my own reflection, I’m fraught with the tension now Pre Chorus 1 It’s all the same this time around, and I never made no difference anyhow Ohhh, taking my time shaping the sound, but you know… Chorus 1 It’s alright, we’ve been here once or twice And we might need just a little more time before we do this all again Ohhh, I’m gonna try to get it right before we meet in the next life Coz I don’t want to make the same mistakes next time around… Lover let me drown inside of you, separate the sound and watch it bloom Verse 2 Tither and tithe, tinker and toil, sick of this disguise, stuck like a seed in the soil I’ve been running on empty, killing myself so gently Tracing my steps until they all come back around And I try to get out of my senses, the hunger is endless now Haunted by my own reflection, in every direction now… Pre Chorus 2 It’s all the same this time around, and I never made no difference anyhow Ohhh, taking my time shaping the sound, but you know… Chorus 2 It’s alright, we’ve been here once or twice And we might need just a little more time before we do this all again Ohhh, I’m gonna try to get it right before we meet in the next life Coz I don’t want to make the same mistakes next time around… Lover let me drown inside of you, separate the sound and watch it bloom
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I Don't Mind 05:30
Verse 1 I’m on the edge of the end of the world, I’m just trying to get closer I felt the spark now I’m feeling the burn, oh God when will this be over? Let’s hitch a ride to the hole in our hearts Coz I just wanna sit next to you We’ll light the flame as we crawl in the dark Coz everybody says… Chorus 1 I don’t mind what I don’t see, keep your kind away from me Out of time, out of reach, you’ll stay blind, I’ll stay free Verse 2 I’m on the cusp of another breakdown, oh goddess help me get over The beat drops and I echo the sound, I’m still trying to get closer Let’s strike a match like we’re striking a chord Let’s open the door, it’s right in front of you We’re on the edge of the end of it all While everybody says… Chorus 2 I don’t mind what I don’t see, keep your kind away from me Out of time, out of reach, you’ll stay blind, I’ll stay free
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Verse 1 I’ve been thinking ‘bout the way we used to kiss, how it stuck on my lips, now it’s stuck on my lips And I’ve been trying to forget all of this, yeah just forget all of this, but it’s buried in the mix And I’ve been thinking ‘bout the way you used to look, you were barely waking up, now you’re shaking off the dust I can’t believe that you’re ok with all of this, well ok I guess I’ll just keep burning through my fix Chorus 1 Feeling like I’m broken, I take it all back just to give it all away again God help me I’ve chosen to forgive and forget in this life or the next Verse 2 Do you remember when we first started out? How we knew we had found everything that we want Now I’m just another line in your face, coz you’re trying to replace everything that I love And I’m a puzzle piece that just doesn’t fit, oh yeah it just doesn’t fit into the life that you live Give up the ghost until you get what you give, I guess you’re giving this up because you’ve given enough Chorus 2 Feeling like I’m broken, I take it all back just to give it all away again Everything unspoken, let’s just forgive and forget in this life or the next Time that you find me, I’ll embrace all the pain that I thought I’d never face again God help me I’ve chosen to forgive and forget in this life or the next Bridge I’ve been thinking ‘bout the way we used to kiss, how it stuck on my lips, now it’s stuck on my lips And I’ve been trying to forget all of this, yeah just forget all of this, yeah just forget it all Chorus 3 Feeling like I’m broken, I take it all back just to give it all away again Everything unspoken, let’s just forgive and forget in this life or the next Time that you find me, I’ll embrace all the pain that I thought I’d never face again God help me I’ve chosen to forgive and forget in this life or the next
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Verse 1 Play by the rules, stay in the lines Savor the taste while I waste all your time Foiled and fooled by everything that I could never carry home Lipstick on a corpse, you’re the heir to my throne And I can’t explain what’s going on inside Searching for some peace of mind, settle for a piece of you Chorus 1 But I see you leading me into light I knew the flesh and the bone would not suffice I’m crawling my way back, cadence like a heart attack Buried and born again Verse 2 Safe in the cage, I’ll cradle my pain Soil and seed lie in wait for the rain Faith in the fire, embracing every breath until they all escape I whispered a verse while you were cursing my name And I can’t explain what’s going on inside Searching for some peace of mind, settle for a piece of you Chorus 2 But I see you leading me into light I knew the flesh and the bone would not suffice I’m crawling my way back, cadence like a heart attack Buried and born again
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Worn Out 05:03
Verse 1 Within her open arms I’m ready to release myself And resolve the pain that I could never let go of Within a broken heart so restless, I can see myself And recall the light that lies buried in shadows Chorus 1 And if we both believe that we can be forgiven We could find it in ourselves to just move on Every word we’ve left unspoken, every door we’ve left unopened I surrender, I don’t mind, I’m just a little worn out… Oooh, I'm just a little worn out Verse 2 And all my closest fears seem endless, see the peace I felt As it falls away coz I could never replace you And every chosen breath feels reckless, separate myself As I shine a light on everything I ever was Chorus 2 And if we both believe that we can be forgiven We could find it in ourselves to just move on Every word we’ve left unspoken, every door we’ve left unopened I surrender, I don’t mind, I’m just a little worn out… I'm just a little worn out Bridge 1 And buried in my breath, the broken promises Another stone cast on my heart Bridge 2 Oh God! I should’ve never let go, instead I’ve buried us both But now the seeds of our souls grow close Chorus 3 And if we both believe that we can be forgiven We could find it in ourselves to just move on Every word we’ve left unspoken, every door we’ve left unopened I surrender, I don’t mind… And if we both believe that we can be forgiven We could find it in ourselves to just move on Every word we’ve left unspoken, every door we’ve left unopened I surrender, I don’t mind, I’m just a little worn out…
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Verse 1 I felt the fire inside you burn cold A hell of a view and a heart to unfold Lord take my body, but leave me my home 'Cause I can't abide by the sins I've atoned Chorus 1 Something's missing, something's missing Something's missing, and it's you Verse 2 I've said it aloud, time and time, through and through That I'd wait forever, if only for you And Lord when that day comes, it won't be too soon 'Cause I've paid my penance, and redemption is due Chorus 2 Something's missing, something's missing Something's missing, and it's you And I've tried to listen, but your silence fills the void Between your cold indifference and me Bridge Call me a sinner, and I'll call you a liar Sift through my bones on the funeral pyre I'll cast my shadow while you scatter the ashes of our love All over what once was Verse 3 Lost in the darkness, searching for the light 'Twas there I beheld such a beautiful sight Amidst the martyrs, a phoenix in flight Held onto her wings, and surrendered the fight Chorus 3 Something's missing, something's missing Something's missing, and it's you And I've tried to listen, but your silence fills the void Between your cold indifference and me
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Verse 1 It happened on the way to the bathroom The look in your eyes when I passed you… You were just a tiny thing back then, now you’ve got your mother’s skin A penny for your thoughts and a whisper Tell me ‘bout the first time you kissed her Did she kiss you back with your eyes closed? All the while letting me go… Chorus 1 I wasn’t really that bad was I? Was I? I wasn’t really that bad was I? Was I? Was I really that bad? Was I? Was I? Verse 2 So tell her ‘bout the first time I hurt you And how you found a place inside yourself to hide from all that hell Another story for a long night… Now I’m just some wreckage in a dead sea I’m buried by the waves as they break me Just scatter my body on the ocean floor Echoing a siren song across a dead shore… Chorus 2 I wasn’t really that bad was I? Was I? I wasn’t really that bad was I? Was I? Wasn’t really that bad was I? Was I? I don’t know, but I guess so, coz everything that starts has got to stop sometime Chorus 3 I wasn’t really that bad was I? Was I? I wasn’t really that bad was I? Was I? Was I really that bad? Was I? Was I? I don’t know, but I guess so, coz everything that starts has got to stop sometime
28.
Verse 1 Pay no mind to little old me I’m following the wind but I’ve fallen in the sea Your lover and you and the devil makes three I’m gnawing on the bone coz I swallowed my teeth Verse 2 Mama told me that I best move on My friends all say that the fire’s all gone But they don’t see the weight that I carry inside It’s like swimming for the shore when you’re stuck in the tide Chorus 1 I’m giving you time while you’re giving me up I’m giving you space, are you getting enough? And it don’t take much to make me stumble I’m taking it day by day, still waking up to the same old thing Breaking every part of me, I knew you’d always be… Verse 3 You’re cutting me off and you’re kicking me out I wallow in the fear while I’m drowning in doubt And living like this ain’t living at all It’s like running for the cliff while you’re cursing the fall Chorus 2 I’m giving you time while you’re giving me up I’m giving you space, are you getting enough? And it don’t take much to make me stumble I’m taking it day by day, still waking up to the same old thing Breaking every part of me, I knew you’d always be… Chorus 3 I’m giving you time while you’re giving me up I’m giving you space, are you getting enough? And it don’t take much to make me stumble I’m taking it day by day, still waking up to the same old thing Breaking every part of me, I knew you’d always be A light too bright to see, a star too far to reach
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Forevermore 05:55
Verse 1 I sat down and wrote you a letter, begging for a second chance But I ain’t got no stamps I filled out all the pages with words and pretty phrases But you ain’t got no time for that Instead, you’re moving on, driving east, singing along To your brand new favorite song I’ve never heard My restless young redeemer, oh boy, you should’ve seen her Well I guess that we all get what we deserve Chorus 1 Carry you inside my heart, carry you inside my soul Carry you inside my blood, forevermore… Verse 2 I sat down and wrote you a song, memorized the words to sing But I ain’t got no strings And even if I did I’m sure that I’d just fuck it up Oh, I never knew when to keep my mouth shut I hear you’re doing good with your new friends and neighborhood Her new arms to hold you as you fall asleep Me, I ain’t so well, I think everyone can tell That I’ve lost the only thing I’s meant to keep Chorus 2 Carry you inside my heart, carry you inside my soul Carry you inside my blood, forevermore… Bridge Ohhh, your love’s an anchor inside of my soul And I will carry you inside of this life, until the day I die Ohhh, your love’s an anchor inside of my soul And I will carry you inside of this life, until the day I die Outro I sat down and wrote you a letter, spelling out a slow goodbye It was worth a try…
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Instrumental / No Lyrics

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"Pyres & Pillars" is a 30-song double-album by Gabriel Soriano & Friends. 6 years in the making, "Pyres & Pillars" draws influence from a variety of artists: from Tom Waits to Bob Dylan, from Radiohead to Thrice, from Jimmy Eat Word to Phil Collins, and many more. This eclectic mixture of songs moves through multiple genres and soundscapes to offer a glimpse into the musical moments that shaped my life and my artistry. I wrote all the songs and played most of the instruments throughout the double-album, while also creating space for my talented cohort to shine on their respective instruments/performances. Thanks for taking the time to listen, please share my music with anyone and everyone!

All songs written by Gabriel Soriano
All songs engineered, mixed, and mastered by Scott Zschomler
Produced by Gabriel Soriano & Scott Zschomler
Artwork by Joshua Peters

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released December 31, 2022

PYRES

Lumburgphuctur
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Melodica, Xylophone, Percussion, Drums, Sound FX
Adam Walter - Saxophone
Robi Brown - Bass
Scott Zschomler - Piano, Slide Guitar

Apple A Day
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Piano, Organ, Percussion, Drums
Adam Walter - Saxophone

Caterpillar
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Piano, Percussion, Drums
Adam Walter - Saxophone

Little Devil
Gabriel Soriano - Guitar, Ukulele, Synthesizer, Xylophone, Percussion, Drums
Sarah Alonzo - Vocals
Scott Zschomler - Backing Vocals, Lead Guitar, Piano, Synthesizer
Adam Barnes - Bass
Jeff Maginnis - Saxophone
Maile Hutchinson - Violin
Sami Vidaurri - Gang Vocals

Landlubber
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Ukulele, Banjo, Piano, Xylophone, Melodica, Percussion, Drums
Adam Barnes - Bass, Screams
Scott Zschomler - Guitar, Melodica

Red Red Rocket
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Ukulele, Bass, Theremin, Xylophone, Percussion, Drums
Scott Zschomler - Piano, Lead Guitar
Jeff Maginnis - Saxophone

Simon Says Sin
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Ukulele, Banjo, Melodica, Xylophone, Piano, Organ, Percussion, Drums
Adam Barnes - Bass

Muffle
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Piano, Organ, Bass, Sound FX, Percussion, Drums

Spitshine
Gabriel Soriano - Piano, Xylophone, Guitar, Percussion
Adam Barnes - Bass
Scott Zschomler - Guitar

Heir To The Throne
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Piano, Synthesizer, Theremin, Sound FX, Xylophone, Percussion, Drums

Ghost In The Hall
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Piano, Synthesizer, Theremin, Percussion, Drums

Foreign Corner
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Piano, Synthesizer, Theremin, Sound FX, Percussion, Drums
Scott Zschomler - Bass, Vocals

Dead Battery
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Synthesizer, Theremin, Sound FX, Percussion, Drums

Around Ourselves
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Piano, Synthesizer, Theremin, Percussion, Drums

The Beckoning
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Piano, Synthesizer, Theremin, Sound FX, Xylophone, Percussion, Drums
Adam Barnes - Bass

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PILLARS

Sumava
Gabriel Soriano - Guitar, Piano, Xylophone, Sound FX, Percussion, Drums
Robi Brown - Bass
Jeff Maginnis - Saxophone

Ukulele Song
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Ukulele, Xylophone, Percussion, Drums
Adam Barnes - Bass
Scott Zschomler - Piano
Jeff Maginnis - Saxophone

Jacket
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Percussion, Drums
Scott Zschomler - Piano
Jeff Maginnis - Saxophone

Adrift
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Xylophone, Melodica, Percussion, Drums
Scott Zschomler - Piano
Jeff Maginnis - Saxophone

Drive You Home
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Xylophone, Percussion, Drums
Scott Zschomler - Piano, Gang Vocals
Jeff Maginnis - Saxophone
Sarah Alonzo - Gang Vocals
Tiffany Laffen - Gang Vocals

Dress Rehearsal
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Xylophone, Percussion, Drums
Scott Zschomler - Piano
Jeff Maginnis - Saxophone
Maile Hutchinson - Violin

I Don’t Mind
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Piano, Xylophone, Percussion, Drums
Jeff Maginnis - Saxophone

Forgive And Forget
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Percussion, Drums

Lipstick On A Corpse
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Synthesizer, Theremin, Percussion, Drums

Worn Out
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Piano, Synthesizer, Percussion, Drums

Something’s Missing
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Piano, Ukulele, Banjo, Xylophone, Percussion, Drums
Mai Ann - Vocals
Adam Barnes - Bass
Maile Hutchinson - Violin

Penny For your Thoughts
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Piano, Xylophone, Percussion, Drums
Adam Barnes - Bass
Jeff Maginnis - Saxophone

Little Old Me
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Piano, Ukulele, Xylophone, Percussion, Drums

Forevermore
Gabriel Soriano - Vocals, Guitar, Piano, Xylophone, Melodica, Percussion, Drums
Adam Barnes - Bass
Maile Hutchinson - Violin
Scott Zschomler - Gang Vocals

Flight To Catch
Gabriel Soriano - Ukulele, Guitar, Piano, Xylophone, Melodica, Percussion, Drums
Scott Zschomler - Guitar
Adam Barnes - Bass

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Hi. My name is Gabriel Soriano. I write, record, and perform original music. I also make killer guac.

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